A WHOLE MONTH!?

Wow. I haven’t said anything here for a whole month. Terribly sorry. Got preoccupied with a few other things. Like Paranormal Whispers and Super Stardom. Check ‘em out if you please. Maybe even join. ;]

Life is hectic. Got a second job! *throws confetti* I have been working there for a few weeks now. It isn’t that bad. I’m basically working at a home goods store and I am a cashier. Lately I’ve just been helping out arranging items. It is my work out for sure since I’m lifting the heaviest stuff ever! None of the guys are there in the evenings when I work. There are a few managers and I get along just fine with all of them. My favorite is Susan because she is hilarious. She is short, spunky, and has a mouth like a sailor at times. Though she only cusses when no one else is really around and then says to excuse her French. I don’t care and just laugh.

School starts for me in two weeks exactly. Weird to start school on a Thursday though huh? Oh well. I will have to head up after Labor Day. But for Labor Day weekend I am probably going out of town! Four wheeling at the cabin! I am excited since it should be amazing. I need to work on a few things for BA before school starts though. Once school starts I really won’t have time for anything.

Which side am I on?

Freaky dream. Again.

Apparently I have a baby. Don’t ask how, don’t ask why, because I don’t even know. She is my daughter and that’s all I know. Better yet is I don’t know who the father is and her name is Amy.

Then I am in this cabin of sorts in this forest. I am with a bunch of other kids my age but I don’t recognize anyone. Suddenly this transformer starts attacking. Apparently I am a transformer too, but I go from human to machine somehow. I start fighting with the other transformer but I never find out if I am a decepticon or autobot. That saddens me a bit. So we are fighting and the other transformer grabs this huge sack that is full of a bunch of babies/kids. I grab onto it as he jets off and I get dragged along. [I was a car of some sort and the other transformer was a jet.]

Suddenly I am at this talent show. I am trying to get all the babies/kids back that were inside the bag that was taken. Apparently all the babies/kids were put up for adoption and given to a bunch of different families. I see this black lady and she has my daughter Amy. I ask to hold her and the black lady lets me. Amy says she wants to go to the bathroom so I take her. [Note: Amy is less than a year old or something.] I go in the bathroom holding her and have her in front of the mirror. I ask who is that and she sees herself and does the smile and giggle thing that kids do when they see their reflection. She then looks at me and says “I love you.” Then I see my best friend Kirsten’s mom. I ask her to hold the baby and stay in the bathroom for me. Of course she says she will and I run out of the bathroom.

I go back to the talent show only to find that it is over. Of course the black lady is looking for me. She finds me and asks where her baby is. I then ask that if I tell her the truth will she promise not to tell anyone. She says yes. I take her outside where no one is at and start telling her that “her” baby is actually the daughter of one of my best friends. The baby was taken from my best friend so I promised to get the baby back. The black lady understands and can’t believe what happened. Suddenly her husband and other child appear and ask her where the baby is. She tells them not to worry and walks away. Weird thing is, she called Amy a different name like Native Girl or something like that.

I go back to the bathroom to get Amy and see Kirsten going in there. I don’t find her but I do find her mom, who gives Amy back to me. Suddenly I am seeing things third person and I see the black lady and someone else. The other person is saying that I lied and that the real mother of the baby died in childbirth. The black lady just sits there silently and thinks that I am telling the truth and that maybe my other best friend took in the baby for the one who died.

Then it ended. So I don’t get how I have a baby named Amy. I lied to the black lady to get Amy back. And I wonder who the stranger is that talks to the black lady in the end. Apparently I need to do something different before I go to bed or something.

That was fun…

All right. So without my laptop I have been bored today since usually I am online updating the site or creating some lovely new graphics. Instead I have been taking turns with my sister to use the home computer.

So yesterday I went to T____, I can’t spell the place. It’s this place that puts on tons of theater productions and my mom loves it there. I was with my mom and sister and we drove a few hours to get there. There was a high school that put on their own production of High School Musical 2. Please do not think I like HSM, that is all my little sister. But I endured it and there were some funny parts. Some of the songs really make me laugh for some reason. After the show there was a quick meet and greet and boy were they all really short D: My fav guy was a random dude who did some cool flips and had a mohawk. Still cool and I told him so. The kids playing Ryan and Sharpay were interesting. The guy playing Ryan was black and I realized why he didn’t smile, he had braces and his two front teeth were super tiny, like baby teeth! A red head played Sharpay and she had a lisp so that was somewhat distracting. Gabriella and Troy were also super short. Troy was super skinny but had some muscle while Gabriella’s hair bothered me.

After HSM we went to the Pizza/Pasta Factory. That place was delicious! :] It is my new fav restaurant. Too bad there arent’ any where I live. Then we checked into our hotel, put our stuff in the room, and went back to the theater place. Then we went to the outside theater that was huge! We watched Footloose and it was pretty good. Again everyone in it was SUPER SHORT! Where are all these short people coming from? D: It got over late and we went to the hotel and crashed.

Then today I woke up, ate some McDonald’s, and went home. And here I am. The shows were pretty good though I know my mom and sister were the ones who loved them more. I got a new swimsuit out of it though with only one month left before I go back to school. Oh well. :]

Poor Cory

Weirdest dreams the other night. Let us begin. The last one is the one that freaked me the most.

So first I was at my high school but I was leaving the school. I was speeding, as usual, and there was this cop in front of me but he was going super fast too. So I stayed behind him and just kept going. We passed a lot of cars and it was fun.

Then suddenly I am at my college, at some sort of dance. There is a rap contest and I am on stage doing My Love – Justin Timberlake ft. T.I. because I am doing the part that T.I. raps. I do it well and then the guy against me does his rap but he mumbles and messes up so the audience boo’s him. Guess I won huh?

Lastly I am at a hospital and this black lady is helping me out. I have to eat this HUGE pellet to get myself to puke for some reason. I slowly start trying to eat it and the black lady asks if I will be all right on my own. I replied that I would like a buddy. As I finish the pellet, took about three bites, she brings my friend Cory over. He looks sick and tired and I immediately hug him but say I never thought I’d see him again. I had just washed my hands so I put my arms around his neck and then said I should dry my hands. I get the paper towels ready after pulling the lever so many times and an older woman takes them. I don’t really care so I get some more and dry my hands.

The part that has me freaked is how I said “I never thought I’d see you again!” to Cory. He’s one of my best guy friends, especially up at college. He’s the one who taught me to snowboard, which I’m sure was boring for him just watching me try to get it and teach me. I also consider him my stalker, as a joke, because he would always appear out of no where and just want to hang out with me. It was tons of fun being with him though.

But ya, so for one I know I was in the hospital because I was running away/trying to escape from someone/something. I know I probably looked sick/tired as Cory did but not as much. I all ready analyzed my dream with my BFF Kirsten and the washing the hands is significant because I am trying to wash away my sin or say that I no longer have control over something. I just wish I knew what.

So there’s my crazy dreams for you!

Shit Happens

Last week I drove to work and my car was working just fine. Then when I went to leave to pick up some checks I couldn’t get my car to shift out of gear. I had my dad try and he couldn’t do a thing. Nothing would budge no matter what. It was towed into the shop and so I had to wait for the verdict. Turns out there was a shortage in the electrical that allows me to shift gears. So that was going to cost $300.00 and that sucks but wasn’t too bad. Then I found out my brakes were really worn and they needed to be rotated for $200.00 but my dad said they might as well replace the brakes so it was instead another $300.00. THEN my car had to get a full service because it had been a while and I do drive pretty far to even get to my school since its two states away. That cost another $350.00. They wanted to replace my windshield, that has a crack going through the middle, for $200.00+ but I said no, since I know some place else that could do it for about $100.00. So now my total bill is $1,050.00 and my life sucks. There goes a chunk of money that was going to be put towards college. My dad thankfully offered to pay half of it, but I still owe $525 then, and with my windshield being replaced that will bring me to a total of $650. Man my life sucks. That means I am going to be $700 short for affording school and I can’t get a single scholarship. Results for one that I applied for comes out this week but I have to wait for the letter. I am hoping/praying/dying for it, since it will be $1,000 and I can really use it. So right now I am trying to figure out how in the world I am going to come up with $700 extra dollars when I all ready save more than 3/4/ths of my check each week to pay for school. I had everything budgeted out and now it has all gone down the toilet.

Survival

Well I survived the trip to my least favorite state. I enjoyed it though, except for the drive up. I was driving and my dad would nap and wake up right as the speed limit changed and he would start saying how I was the slow driver that annoyed everyone and blah blah blah. That was annoying and I tried not to say anything back. My mother just sang, since that apparently makes things better in her world.

On the fourth we had a BBQ, played croquet, had fun discussions, I held baby Erik, and then later we lit off a bunch of fireworks. It was great. We even had these huge ice cream sandwiches that tasted delicious with cookies&cream ice cream for the filling. Yummy.

The drive home was all right since I wasn’t driving and we have a tv built into the car. I watched Madagascar, Princess of Thieves, and Shredderman. It kept me entertained the whole way home so it went by fast.

I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH BUNNY ANIME!! Click and see the gorgeousness!

I am just glad I am finally done with it. No other real news. I’m really tired and had to come to work early since my aunt, who I work with, has a sick little boy. Curse early mornings!

So little time….

Wow. I am really bad at this aren’t I?

Let’s see what’s happened lately. Nothing really. Going to Utah this weekend to see my Aunt, Grandma, and my Aunt’s newborn son. Can’t wait to see him since he should be adorable just like his sister! Sadly the car drive will be forever so that stinks. The illegal fireworks make it worthwhile though I guess. :]

I might be getting a second job. Key work = might. I hope I get it though, but it wouldn’t start until the end of July. I need all the money I can get. I redid my math and I may have just enough to cover tuition, books, housing, and food! But it’s going to be a close call as to how everything will work out.

I applied for yet another scholarship and am starting to browse the websites full of scholarships. Sadly my life isn’t messed up enough to get any money to further my education. Sorry my life doesn’t such and I won’t just take the money and possibly run with it not even using it for school.

No weird dreams lately, except for last nights but I can’t remember a thing! Except for that it was noon in my dream, and I woke up and it was 7:30am. Seems like my dreams suck at telling time eh?

Work is super slow. There isn’t really anything for me to do after Monday. I just kind of try to look busy and answer the phone lines like I am supposed to. Another guy was laid off. Ugh. I hate this economy. Stupid Obama and the bailout. Has no one learned that throwing money at a problem doesn’t fix it? Haven’t we seen that with all the Humanitarian Aid we try to give? Come on now. I’ve studied Sudan for a class and it’s ridiculous how we just think throwing money fixes everything. One of the auto industries has all ready gone bankrupt, where’s the millions/billions that went there? /end rant\

Well that’s all the news I really have.

Party like a Rockstar!

Wow. So I hit up a bunch of grad parties of all my buds over the weekend and past week. I am so glad I am out of school for the summer so I could attend them all. It’s great to see all my buds again.

Here are some stories from a week ago that occured:

Story 1: I had to go to the DMV for my work to register a trailer for the company. While there I was waiting to get news from the ‘people downstairs’ and this black dude comes and sits one seat away from me. Next thing I know he starts talking to me, asking my name, what I’m doing there, etc. I give away some information and then his bud comes over and starts asking him how he did on the test. Now I only know of two tests at the DMV, permit and license test so I immediately think he is 3 years younger than me. He ends up having to go and asks for my number, so what do I do? I gave it to him, since I had my phone in my hand so I couldn’t lie and say I didn’t have a phone and I couldn’t think fast enough to make up a fake number. The dude’s name is TANK. Lol Also Tank’s bud asks if I have friends, and I say of course, and he said good because they better be cute like me. *rolls eyes* It was a lazy day for me so my hair was in a ponytail and no makeup on, so that’s a good thing I suppose. *shrugs* Later I got a text from Tank saying that I was so sexy and because of that he just had to speak to me. There were only a few texts sent back and forth because he wanted to know when we could hang and I said I wasn’t sure because of work. I also found out he took his CDL test, which means he wants to be a truck driver, and he is actually 23. Then the next day I got a text in the morning saying “good morning beautiful” from him. That’s when I came up with my plan. I texted back and started telling him how my phone plan was changing and I was getting a new number so I would text him from my new number and that we would hang out this weekend. Seems it worked, but then last night he tried to call me but I hit the END button twice and that gives the automatic BEEP BEEP BEEp as though your call was not correct or something. So my plan worked. Evil I know, but that was better than just never replying…. Somewhat. And I had said I was heading back to school soon.

Story 2: I am home for the summer and all my buds from HS track are graduating. You know what that means. GRAD PARTIES!! I went to Caitlin’s the other night but was super late because of work. I walked into the backyard and there were all these older people, her family, so I thought I had missed it all. I found Caitlin thank goodness, and it turned out that everyone was inside. This little boy saw me with my towel and attacked asking, “Are you going swimming? Do you want to go swimming? We should go swimming.” I thought that was so cute/funny. I found everyone inside and we were all playing Super Smash Bros BRAWL on Caitlin’s Wii. I played as Samus of course and kicked some total butt all while seeing my track buds and catching up with them on what was going on. Some people started to leave and all the girls went to play pool and the guys stayed with the Wii so I went to go play pool as well. I won of course and then a few more kids left. We then decided to swim and there were only 3 guys and 7 girls left. One guy and girl didn’t swim though. We played volleyball in the pool and it was so much fun. I didn’t get home until 10:30ish and then got ready to register for my college courses. I can’t take 2 religion courses at the same time I learned, how ridiculous is that? I guess I’m too religious for my religion school! xD I got most of the classes I wanted and then in the morning I told my mom about registration and how I couldn’t get one of my classes because it wasn’t my declared major. My mom had a semi-freakout because she wants me to have a degree I can get a job with. I was an English Major but she actually had me call the school and change it to Elementary Education, which means I know longer have a minor. I had to go to work but after work I changed all my classes except one creative writing one to elementary education type stuff. :[ It saddens me somewhat, but we’ll see what I like I suppose.

Story 3: Last night I went to my bud Heidi’s house for a Wii night that we usually have. My buds Scott and Alyssa were there too and it’s funny because we somewhat intruded on the family dinner by accident. Heidi’s parents are so awesome and made extra burgers for us anyways so I was a happy camper. After we finished eating we started setting up to play the Wii. Alyssa and I were sitting on the couch joking around and then Adam, Heidi’s older brother, came over and asked if we were playing nice. I joked that of course we weren’t. Adam then asked Alyssa and she said that I was playing nice by “bunny’s” terms. Adam then asked if I was going to play nice and I said never! Then what did he do? He totally attacked! He started tickling me. As Alyssa likes to explain it one second I was on the couch the next I was on the floor. I rolled off the couch to get out of his reach. Who does that? I don’t like being touched, let alone tickled. I don’t even know him like that, and even if I did he would’ve known/expected me to attack him and kick him or something. I told my bff Kirsten this and she said that it was super strange and at least five laws of personal space/bubble were violated. I felt violated ._. Even Dustin wouldn’t have attempted that……

Story 4: Party at Casey's! My bud Casey had his grad party and it was great. He had two super bouncers, one for boxing and one was like an obstacle course with a slide. Then there was volleyball, basketball, a Wii, and a bbq. It was great. Other people ended their parties early to come to his! How funny is that?! I got to see my bud Kayde, Hailey, Ashley, Lindsey, Scott, Matt, and more so I was a happy camper.

Story 5:On Saturday I was awakened at 9AM to be told to show up to my little sister's dance show. For one, Saturday is sleep in day for me. I need to catch up on all my sleep. Two, I don't even like my sister, nor does she like me. Three, I am not a very happy camper when I have been awakened far too early in the morning but I guess my mom just likes to make things difficult. I got up, put my hair in a ponytail and got the tickets and took my little brother with me to go. The whole show was a waste of my life. There was only one song/dance I liked, all the other performances were crap, the Hip Hop performance consisted of a lot of arm folding as if they were tough, they played Hide & Seek by Imogen Heap and totally slowed down the song which ruined it, and the last performance which was supposed to be the best was none too great. Ugh. My bro and I immediately left after it was over and the rest of the day was spent with myself working on a layout for the site just because I couldn't fall back asleep or do anything.

Sunday was lame. Nothing much happened.

Stories from this week:

None really. You all probably have enough to read from last week!! :]

But I did get another message from Dustin, seems like he’s lonely…..

Missing Laptop!!

Ok so the other night I had a way weird dream. It’s somewhat sketchy but here is what I can remember.

I’m at someone’s house with some of the guys from track. Jason, Devin, Scott, and someone else I know are there with me as well. We are all laying down just chatting and Jason grabs me and kind of drags me over him to place me inbetween him and Devon I believe. Then Devon and Scott go off elsewhere and I start to get up and Jason grabs the back of my neck. Not threateningly or anything and it feels good, like he is massaging me or something.

Then everyone starts to leave the house and I am trying to get all my stuff. I have a backpack, laptop in its bag, and something else. As I leave Jessica is waving goodbye to me as if it is her house and then tells me I forgot something. I set down my stuff and go back inside to grab my laptop and walk outside and see that my laptop was taken. Weird I know, and I even started thinking this in my dream. How was my laptop taken when I just go it from the house Jessica was in?

I start freaking out wondering who stole my laptop. Somehow then we are in Idaho near a mountain with a bunch of skiers and snowboarders who have their cars parked all around. I start running around frantically looking all over and asking people if they had seen a black bag that would be holding my laptop. No one has seen it and I nearly attack some people because they have bags that look like mine but the laptop inside is not mine. Then suddenly I am inside this huge swapmeet type deal asking all the people at counters if they have seen a black bag or a laptop. They start pointing me towards one of the setups and I ask the guy there if he has seen it. He says no and I tell him how everyone else said he had it. Then a woman at the same spot as him starts to leave and I ask her to please help me but she says she is about to take her lunch. I say that I just want my laptop and how everyone else has told me that the man has my laptop but refuses to show me. The woman helps me and the man pulls out three different school backpacks that are the string-type ones that usually football/soccer players use. Inside them are different laptops similar to mine but not my own.

I woke up wondering why I was so worried about my laptop being stolen and then wondered how the heck someone could steal it if I had it to begin with. Weird eh?

When did I go to Peru?

Creepy dreams are happening lately. 

So last night I had a dream that I was in Peru, where my brother is. My family is hoping to go down and see him but this economy is killer. So in my dream we were in Peru somewhere, walking down this hill and we see my brother Steven. We yell out to him and we all run towards each other and start giving hugs. We haven’t seen him for two years so yeah. There is a lake or river or something in front of us and I ask why it is so dirty. It looks like a red-brown color. Steven tells me that it is just the rocks reflecting on the water and as we come closer that is true. Also while I hug my brother I tell him that he is so thin I can wrap my arms around him. Down in Peru he has lost a lot of weight and we can tell from the pictures. That is the gist of what I remember for sure but that’s about it.

No more on the Jonas Brothers dream thank goodness. That one was freaky.

I am stoked for tomorrow! Coldstone and Caitlin’s grad party. It shall be fun I’m sure. I can’t wait to see all my buds from high school!